ne-no
Ok, is it just me or does it actually sound like Ne-Yo is singing "beautiful mustard" instead of beautiful monster?
Seriously. It's bugging me.
Seriously. It's bugging me.
results
Holy.....!
I passed all of my exams, all of my courses in college, and I freakin did it well! I shouldn't be allowed to be this proud of myself.
My poor nerves though, barely handled clicking on "exam results".
I also did the typical ana-thing of putting one of my favourite and "lucky" songs that means alot to me on, even though I know that just the fact of me putting on a special song wouldn't change any mark at all.
But it sure contributed to my happy-factor!
I passed all of my exams, all of my courses in college, and I freakin did it well! I shouldn't be allowed to be this proud of myself.
My poor nerves though, barely handled clicking on "exam results".
I also did the typical ana-thing of putting one of my favourite and "lucky" songs that means alot to me on, even though I know that just the fact of me putting on a special song wouldn't change any mark at all.
But it sure contributed to my happy-factor!
blue
Is it just me, or does anyone else think the light blue part of the night-sky is among the most beautiful things nature has created?
Although, I've noticed it's only visible in cities, I guess it has something to do with city lights and stuff. But still. Pretty darn beautiful.
I've also noticed how sensitive I've become. Still haven't figured out if I like it or not. But I guess emotions are a good thing, at least when you can keep them under control.
Although, I've noticed it's only visible in cities, I guess it has something to do with city lights and stuff. But still. Pretty darn beautiful.
I've also noticed how sensitive I've become. Still haven't figured out if I like it or not. But I guess emotions are a good thing, at least when you can keep them under control.
no.
Why is it so easy to hate oneself?
To listen to all the negative stuff and carry them around like an ugly bag, instead of having a protecting shield from all the positive things your friends say, and block out all the mean things we hear.
Im not saying I want people to walk around with a giant ego, but I cant help thinking about these things.
How the heck do you do it?
How do I block it out?
Can I ever be proud of being me, with all the baggage?
I hope, but I dont think so.
To listen to all the negative stuff and carry them around like an ugly bag, instead of having a protecting shield from all the positive things your friends say, and block out all the mean things we hear.
Im not saying I want people to walk around with a giant ego, but I cant help thinking about these things.
How the heck do you do it?
How do I block it out?
Can I ever be proud of being me, with all the baggage?
I hope, but I dont think so.
no title
Not as excited about my piercing. Doesn't look as good as I hoped and expected but, it's only been a day and I guess I'll regret it if I take it out now. I honestly dont know why I did it.
Was looking at some photos of someone I used to know and realised I'm probably looking for some sort change, not as in wanting to move (I'm obviously flying around enough) but more me, change myself.
Even though I've wanted red hair since I was like...nine, I know I'd freak out if I woke up one morning, being a redhead. I want another eye colour, not very easily made since I'm wearing contacts, so colouring them would make everything twice as expensive. I think my main complaint, the one thing I really wanna change, is that I wanna be skinny. Im so sick of being "big".
Started watching the world cup thinking ooh, look at the aussies! which after two minutes changed into eeeh, what's wrong with the aussies? Naturally, the first man I saw was Lucas Neill, the only good looking man in the team, the next two looked like...uh... must have blocked it out. My brain was amused by my shallowness anyway.
I think I wanna be a writer. Something like Marian Keyes. Right now Im reading This charming man and I love the way she makes me so attached to the characters, like I know them. I also love that she's from Dublin.
Yeah. I wanna be a writer. I wish I knew Astrid Lindgren, then she's help me (well, first of all, I'd like her to be alive) and inspire me when feeling down. Which has been a bit too often lately.
I miss you people.
Was looking at some photos of someone I used to know and realised I'm probably looking for some sort change, not as in wanting to move (I'm obviously flying around enough) but more me, change myself.
Even though I've wanted red hair since I was like...nine, I know I'd freak out if I woke up one morning, being a redhead. I want another eye colour, not very easily made since I'm wearing contacts, so colouring them would make everything twice as expensive. I think my main complaint, the one thing I really wanna change, is that I wanna be skinny. Im so sick of being "big".
Started watching the world cup thinking ooh, look at the aussies! which after two minutes changed into eeeh, what's wrong with the aussies? Naturally, the first man I saw was Lucas Neill, the only good looking man in the team, the next two looked like...uh... must have blocked it out. My brain was amused by my shallowness anyway.
I think I wanna be a writer. Something like Marian Keyes. Right now Im reading This charming man and I love the way she makes me so attached to the characters, like I know them. I also love that she's from Dublin.
Yeah. I wanna be a writer. I wish I knew Astrid Lindgren, then she's help me (well, first of all, I'd like her to be alive) and inspire me when feeling down. Which has been a bit too often lately.
I miss you people.
Here I go - in english!
Alright, it's been pretty clear that I'm not exactly the best blogger in the world, but I thought I'd start over, so here goes nothing!
So, recently turned 23 frickin years, feeling extremely old. Mum and dad went on holidays so now I've got the awesome apartment by myself! Wow. Hah. Maybe I'm not that old anyway..
The World Cup surprised me a bit yesterday. I got bored.
Btw, does anyone know why Pablo Aimar doesn't play for Argentina anymore? He was such good eye-candy.
Anyway, because of my boredom I decided to get anyonther piercing, and so I did. Now, it hurts.
Started thinking a bit about how many piercing I'll get... I mean, there are so many parts of the body to pierce and it's so freakin easy to get it done, the only question is if one wants to be so full of piercings that you'll beep when going through the metal detector on security checks?
I'm alright with the five I've got now, but I still want more, and to be honest, I think I'll keep most of them my whole life, or until something happens and I gotta take them out. Would be awesome to be a granny with a tongue piercing!
Not much else to report from my side of town.. I miss dublin. I miss my "normal life" that I got so used to during College. And i miss going out! A lot! Since most of my friends here, well, aren't here anymore, I have like...4 people to hang out with and they're all busy all the time.
I wanna have a good, proper, night out!
So, recently turned 23 frickin years, feeling extremely old. Mum and dad went on holidays so now I've got the awesome apartment by myself! Wow. Hah. Maybe I'm not that old anyway..
The World Cup surprised me a bit yesterday. I got bored.
Btw, does anyone know why Pablo Aimar doesn't play for Argentina anymore? He was such good eye-candy.
Anyway, because of my boredom I decided to get anyonther piercing, and so I did. Now, it hurts.
Started thinking a bit about how many piercing I'll get... I mean, there are so many parts of the body to pierce and it's so freakin easy to get it done, the only question is if one wants to be so full of piercings that you'll beep when going through the metal detector on security checks?
I'm alright with the five I've got now, but I still want more, and to be honest, I think I'll keep most of them my whole life, or until something happens and I gotta take them out. Would be awesome to be a granny with a tongue piercing!
Not much else to report from my side of town.. I miss dublin. I miss my "normal life" that I got so used to during College. And i miss going out! A lot! Since most of my friends here, well, aren't here anymore, I have like...4 people to hang out with and they're all busy all the time.
I wanna have a good, proper, night out!